I got home late again today. It ws a rough day with Nolan as he caused a lot a problems. He wrote all over our bedspread with a black marker. Rachel and I watched a movie in bed after the kids went to sleep. After the movie we were talking about all the stuff he did. After listening to an audio book recently called The Last Lecture, I kind of took a different attitude. I said it was ok. Someday we will miss this time. It is just stuff. Yeah it looks bad, but it still functions the same -it keeps us warm at night. I dont know what exactly it was but it triggered some emotion in Rachel and she started crying to the point she couldnt talk. Im still not sure if it was a good cry or a bad cry but I hope it was the former.