Today was a busy work day. We ran errands and did some work around the house. I spent most of my day painting the basement door. It has been weathered a bit.

We started a fast tonight with the family. Gracie and Gehrig are trying to do a full fast with us for the first time. We are fasting to receive help in selling our house and to find the area that will be best for our family.

I was pretty depressed this afternoon and I wasn’t sure why. I think it has to do with our money situation. We are so upside down everywhere it is just hard for me. I’m sure things will level out once we sell the hillside house. I guess deep down I fear that we will continue to overspend after giving up our current home.

Also, I think it might have been about work. I don’t seem very happy an Neutron anymore. I used to love it and I would tell everyone it was the greatest place to work. Now I don’t get excited to go to work anymore. I don’t really enjoy the work I do and feel we are making much of a difference in peoples’ lives with the work we do. 

For the past couple of months I have felt change is coming. It seems to be coming clearer what kind of changes are coming. We will likely sell our house, we will buy or build a new one, the kids will change schools, and now I may even be changing jobs.